don't say a word just do it

Buong araw akong nakahilata sa kama, iniinda ang sakit ng aking sikmura. Kagabi, isinuka ko na lahat ng kaya ko para hindi na masakit pa pero ganun pa din may onting sakit pa din na nadarama.

Tulog, Gising, Kain, Tulog. Pero parang may kulang. IKAW. Hindi ko kasi kayang sabihin ‘pag ako’y matino lahat ng gusto kong sabihin. Kaya ngayon pinaparusahan na ako ng aking katawan. Kailangan ko na bang aminin na kaya kitang mahalin o kaya naman kailangan ko munang maging sigurado sa lahat ng aking desisyon.

Mahirap maging katulad ko, madaming gusto sa buhay. Ayaw ko namang maisantabi ka na lang. Kailangan ko lang munang maging masaya na alam kong andiyan ka lagi, andito rin naman ako lagi.

Ayaw ko nang nagkakasakit eh, ang dami kong naiisip. Sa sakit kong Hyperacidity, utak ko’y nagiging Hyper din sa paggawa ng mga ispeklulasyon. Sana napangiti kita ngayong araw. Dahil napapangiti mo ako bawat sandali.

GISING 12 NOON

KAIN 2 PM

LIGO 6 PM

TRABAHO 7-12MN

TULOG 4 AM

Eto magiging buhay ko in 2 weeks. Sana naman umayos ang posisyon ko sa work ang sobrang GOOD BOY ko na eh. :

I am a bit rattled and confused with the things that just happened recently. I have to make decisions. Not JUST DECISIONS, but LIFE CHANGING CHOICES. 

I wanted to have my own family. I have been thinking about those things recently. The problem is whom to marry. I am afraid of commitment but i want to have a life I call my own. 

I will be officially graduating on April but I am not yet sure on what career to take. Will I be a full pledged engineer or to follow what I like most which is to serve the nation and the people.

A lot of things might change still but nonetheless I will be holding to what is true to my heart and soul. 

allisonweiss:

I don’t think you can ever really get someone back after you’ve broken their heart. You can maybe get a version of her, but you’ve changed her. This has changed her.

— Laneia via autostraddle

TRUE!!! NEVERTHELESS I AGREE!

You are back.. haha you will make me busy!

You seem tasteless. :P hahahahaha

Sana wag mo akong iwan!

ikaw na lang ang pag-asa ng paggrad ko next sem!